Saturday, May 17, 2008
♥ missing deeply
Sometimes its not wad it seems like....
it doesnt mean that i dun miss him, if i didnt expressed the missings and love in front of him nor during our phone conversations. we both know that he is getting busy and busier each day aftersince he joined samsung. the time we spent is even shorter and lesser than usual. of course i do feel lonely without him even if i dun show it... it's bcuz i didnt wan him to keep worrying for me whether i feel bored or others. everytime i wanna tell him "i miss u and i miss u like crazy" but all i can do to stop this missing business is to keep myself busy. or not i would keep peeping at my phone to see if there is any call or msg from him... how silly ~ everytime i pressed the buton on my phone to see if there's something but there's nth... every night after he knocks off i could see the word tired and shag spelled automatically in his eyes and expressions eventhough he denies. it hurts.... really hurts to see him tiring urself this way.(i know its not a choice he has) i want him to rest to stop working but thats not the right thing to say.....so all i can do is wad im trying to do.....
not wanting him to come over eventhough i want to, is the best thing.
he might be thinking if i miss him so much i can sleep over at his house. is not that i don't want to he knows it even if my parents doesn't say it i know somehow they would still prefer me to sleep at home. i try my best to balance both sides... i hope both can get my understanding....
its tough sometimes but im persistant.
<3
i love you
it doesnt mean that i dun miss him, if i didnt expressed the missings and love in front of him nor during our phone conversations. we both know that he is getting busy and busier each day aftersince he joined samsung. the time we spent is even shorter and lesser than usual. of course i do feel lonely without him even if i dun show it... it's bcuz i didnt wan him to keep worrying for me whether i feel bored or others. everytime i wanna tell him "i miss u and i miss u like crazy" but all i can do to stop this missing business is to keep myself busy. or not i would keep peeping at my phone to see if there is any call or msg from him... how silly ~ everytime i pressed the buton on my phone to see if there's something but there's nth... every night after he knocks off i could see the word tired and shag spelled automatically in his eyes and expressions eventhough he denies. it hurts.... really hurts to see him tiring urself this way.(i know its not a choice he has) i want him to rest to stop working but thats not the right thing to say.....so all i can do is wad im trying to do.....
not wanting him to come over eventhough i want to, is the best thing.
he might be thinking if i miss him so much i can sleep over at his house. is not that i don't want to he knows it even if my parents doesn't say it i know somehow they would still prefer me to sleep at home. i try my best to balance both sides... i hope both can get my understanding....
its tough sometimes but im persistant.
<3
i love you
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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