Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Bad bad day for me... i dunno why im so cranky today. Probably is the symptom of the coming menses but its overdued like for 3 days? feeling bloated again and again, headaches... im holding back... but i almost threw it at him.. shiat! how can i do that to the lovely someone. but i always done tt to ppl i love, it used to be my parents and poor grace. but now im in control. *i guess*

Poor thing him.. i kept critising him when he bought the suntan oil instead of sun block which cost $17 odd? whatever it is, he is right. There is no point n useless arguing over small trival matter!

however then, i spoilt his mood for tanning, that was his intention but he went home instead. its all bcuz maybe i need to let it out but i let it on him. how shitty i felt when he said "ive no mood to go tanning im heading home". how much i wanna hug him tightly and tell him im sorry for throwing temptrum at him. n of course i didnt mean it. not at all. but all was too late. he alr had no mood. i apologised many tons. and he said it wasnt my fault bcuz he wanted to share my bad day so i did feel better.

THANKS so much lovely. Always always there for me when i need you. n i will too... *sounds so mushy but i meant it.

P.S: i love snacking with you... chocolates chips our favourite!