Thursday, June 19, 2008
♥ Disappointed angry... what else now?
i cannot believe what im looking at! the prices changed like *snap a the fingers* yesterday was $412 for 2 pax. now was $530 for 2! freaking $118 difference in prices!
i was utterly disappointed to the max. its like im at the top but got hit to the bottom when i see the prices this MORNING! worst thing its in the morning! well done- we did not booked the airtickets...
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next great thing - we argued over this. and its kinda my fault because of the words i said made it looked as thou its his fault for pending. thus he wasnt happy.. ENOUGH? i am not done yet im just angry with why the prices changes and why didnt we booked yesterday? so many why so many regrets. I HATE THAT FREAKING DISAPPOINTED FEELING... I REALLY DO. and i just want someone to listen to my grumbles! and at least comfort me that's all.. maybe because i sounded as thou its his fault and also i was too stubborn that's why we ended up argueing over this stoopid matter.
"fine! i shall go alone" i said before hanging up... is this wad i want? i didnt want things to turn out like this do i? I HATE MYSELF..! I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENENING....
people in the office better not add oil to the fire in me or i might BLOW UP! i am trying to fan off the fire..!
only if im at home i can blow up leaving me to feel much better. now everything is still in me. the only thing tt can fan it off perhapes is my on thinking. or maybe something else.....
i was utterly disappointed to the max. its like im at the top but got hit to the bottom when i see the prices this MORNING! worst thing its in the morning! well done- we did not booked the airtickets...
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next great thing - we argued over this. and its kinda my fault because of the words i said made it looked as thou its his fault for pending. thus he wasnt happy.. ENOUGH? i am not done yet im just angry with why the prices changes and why didnt we booked yesterday? so many why so many regrets. I HATE THAT FREAKING DISAPPOINTED FEELING... I REALLY DO. and i just want someone to listen to my grumbles! and at least comfort me that's all.. maybe because i sounded as thou its his fault and also i was too stubborn that's why we ended up argueing over this stoopid matter.
"fine! i shall go alone" i said before hanging up... is this wad i want? i didnt want things to turn out like this do i? I HATE MYSELF..! I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENENING....
people in the office better not add oil to the fire in me or i might BLOW UP! i am trying to fan off the fire..!
only if im at home i can blow up leaving me to feel much better. now everything is still in me. the only thing tt can fan it off perhapes is my on thinking. or maybe something else.....
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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