Saturday, June 28, 2008

♥ i wanna run away....

we both finally exploded...

i use the word finally maybe because the grudge in us has been accumulated, since i dunno when...

i don't know how... i really dunno how to be someone's girlfriend. whatever i do or say doesnt seem to be right. i doubt my abilities to be someone he is looking for. i dont know how to manage a relationship. i don't know how to understand his needs. i dont know how to read his mind.

I DONT I DONT I DONT! i realli dun understand how a relationship should be? how couples communicate? HOW HOW?
i freaking hate life... relationshipS and i use to think why in this world do ppl need love? if there is no love there wouldnt be hurt there wouldnt be troubles and there wouldnt be tears....
sometimes i just hope i dun exist in this world.

one thing common in us. STUBBORN, HOT TEMPERED and EGONESS.

do we really need to end up in a stage that we need cooling time.? maybe we need its just the matter of time.?

i tot im a mature thing. but im still just a naive inmature kid.

im not looking forward to anything now.. 5 more days and i should keep my focus on my studies...

P.S: everyday im living for the sake of living till the day i die...
being a living thing is such a tiring job.