Monday, September 1, 2008

♥ sad n hurt

How can she love him to make him believe its true? and to gain his trust? or all that she had done to gain trust has gone to waste. one mistake spells everything in a relationship is all lie? isnt there even a chance given to her? It hurts hurts hurts to be always degraded by someone she love. His toughts were just excuses given for trusting himself more than he trust anyone not even her. Maybe she was given a chance but she lost it... and now no matter how hard she tried, the little bit of her love tt penetrates into him got pushed away. Its not easy saying i love you to someone whom u dont love and tt it carrys heavy loads of passion for the other but its easy saying this sacred word to some one whom she loved deeply for the past 522 days BUT it all became meaningless when he felt it in a way tt its a lie... Instead of pushing away a love tt is so true to him, he shld have at least push away the paranoids in him.. isn't it tiring to be like this and blocks away happiness tt love can bring. She realise tt its very true tt whatever she used to think or said to others who was in ups and downs of relationship is totally different when she's single as compared to now when she is so deeply in love with him. The only reason tt brings all this is bcuz loving him overpowers every other little thing(thoughts she used to think and advises she use to give) and the more her dignity. Its always different when it comes to consoling others and when she is in the shoes. Love is sometimes so difficult to understand, wad she shld do to have bliss n happiniess than woes in a relationship... Hang in there, she believe to give and take in a relationship and that thers's always a solution to a problem just like maths rite.? Nevertheless there's happiness in the past 522days of love. she consoled herself while wipeing tears off her face....