Friday, October 17, 2008
♥ Discouraging....
some discouraging thoughts i had....
my journey is really gonna be long before i graduate and can start working in a firm a big 4- i always dream of...
a success career wun be sucesss if there's no sacrifices, there is no easy way out..
sometimes i have the kind of bad thought- of giving up... den i think further what can i do without a higher education... its really tough, i could practically SMELL the fears in me (for exams and for not being able to REMEMBER everything i should noe) i wanna cry.. but can crying overcomes it? can i remb my pages and pages of notes? NO.... i have to BELIEVE the FACT that its a NO and a NO easy with out to sucess...
after reading articles of ACCA magazine, i realise its really a long and TOUGH way to my future.. LONG....
i just hate myself for not being able to do what i should do... the feeling suck totally. i chose the wrong path in poly and am struggling to make it rite... sighs.
my journey is really gonna be long before i graduate and can start working in a firm a big 4- i always dream of...
a success career wun be sucesss if there's no sacrifices, there is no easy way out..
sometimes i have the kind of bad thought- of giving up... den i think further what can i do without a higher education... its really tough, i could practically SMELL the fears in me (for exams and for not being able to REMEMBER everything i should noe) i wanna cry.. but can crying overcomes it? can i remb my pages and pages of notes? NO.... i have to BELIEVE the FACT that its a NO and a NO easy with out to sucess...
after reading articles of ACCA magazine, i realise its really a long and TOUGH way to my future.. LONG....
i just hate myself for not being able to do what i should do... the feeling suck totally. i chose the wrong path in poly and am struggling to make it rite... sighs.
Labels: 46 days from today... to exams
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